Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Just one of those days

Oh boy it's just been one of THOSE days. You know, the day when nothing seems to go right.From the moment you wake up you know that it will take forever until you're back in your bed, bundled up nice and tight in the arms of the one you love, not worrying about what tomorrows troubles will be. Yah, one of those days. The day where you feel fat, swear you look horrible, hate your shoes, can't stand your clothes, and if that stupid bitch that sits in the corner cube asks you one more question you will go straight MENTAL on her! Yep, one of those days. The type of day that if you could walk out of work drive your car off a cliff, lite a spliff, and chuck the deuces to all responsibilities! Today would be that day!
Now I have had hard days. These days seem to be nothing new to me, but today I just needed a break from the norm of rotten days. Is it wrong that I dream of walking in the door to dinner cooked, candles lit and a bath running with bubbles bursting in the air as my topless man pours me a chilled glass of White Wine? now that is a STRETCH maybe a bit extreme. I crave surprise and I lust for a fantasy life. Something that you see on Real House wives, or Hoarders..?? JK.. just wanted to make sure I didn't lose you. For real though <--said in my ghetto voice, today was stressful!
I guess what makes all the stress worth the hurt is when your son greets you at the door with a Nerf attack.Screaming and yelling with his sidekick mutt dog at his side.The screeching of the Falsetto dog barks,war commands of Nerf battles being called out and bullets whizzing past coming at you faster then you can blink are your greetings.You just stand there in the line of fine, taking it all in. After all the bullets have settled, he grabs your stuff and puts it down. Wraps his arms around you and demands a hug and a kiss. Looks you in the eyes, with those baby eyes you know sooo well, and tells you he loves you and asks you how your day was. That very moment the raggedy car, the stupid bitch, and your appearance all seem to instantly dissipate.

Yet waiting around the corner is just another travesty trying to inch it's way back into your happy space. So to you MR. Negativity I say, EAT SHIT.. and make sure it's gluten free..

xoxox

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Time to switch it up

So I've been neglecting myself over the past few months in a way. Communicating. Hey even if no one is listing I have something to say, so lets talk. *Taps on microphone "Can you hear me in the back? Ok good!" I thought that I was just going to dedicate this blog/space for gluten free cooking and baking, but I have so much more to say. I thought I would try to clean it up, sorry I've had a change of mind. First off, I can't spell, and if it weren't for spell check I would've never made it thus far. I am not stupid, just a little illiterate. Sad, I once wanted to be a writer. Still have that wish deep down inside.. shhh don't tell my future editor!
I will take this space to talk about my daily life, all along the way inviting you all (or just myself) into my life as a member of the Celiac Family. I will not, and I repeat will not say that I am perfect by any means, when it come to eating gluten free. Do I inspect everything that goes in my mouth? NO! (That's what she said-sorry I couldn't help myself) I make mistakes along my road to Gluten Free living. Have I intentionally ate something knowing good and well it was a Glutionious Poisonous Chocolate Chip cookie * shrieks heard in the distant back ground* Yes I have. Did I pay for it shortly after? Of course I did. With that said, I still am learning.
One thing I do know is I love to cook, and this "blessing" of being Gluten free is a HUGE part of my life. If I can help someone or educate people about what I do know then I am doing my little part.